lately…
I dreamt about Lee the other night. After all this time, we were going to get together for a glass of wine. And then something happened and we didn’t. I think I woke up trying to reschedule and then...
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owning my feelings
My feelings are my own. I generate my feelings by the thoughts I think. It’s my job to master my mind to spend more time thinking quality thoughts, the ones that generate the sort of feelings I wish...
View Articleowning my feelings, part 2
About six months ago, I wrote about taking ownership of my feelings and being responsible for how I felt in relationship to another. I wrote about how I had to shift my perspective to fully embrace a...
View Articlepast to possibility
And here is the biggest realization of all in all this reflection: There was an energy I felt; there was an energy from which I attracted; and there was an energy I was in that relationship. The...
View Articlecircling back
I’ve been single for the past seven months after a long-term relationship ended. For much of the time we were together, we talked about marriage. And, in the end, we never made those next steps — and...
View Articlegut punch
I approached the checkout and set my basket on the tray. The cashier greeted me with a smile and “how’s your day going so far?” “Bit of a gut punch, to be honest,” I replied, putting on a brave face....
View Articlesince I learned…
Ten days ago, a door to the past was closed (see previous post) in a way that my imagination hadn’t let it before. My emotions, like a pendulum, swung between devastation and expansiveness. I spent...
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begin again
I started dating again…slowly. Lots of chatting through the apps for a couple of weeks, and then slowly getting out and meeting people. I guess “slowly” is relative, considering I’ve met five guys in...
View Articlemy love life in Red lyrics
Three weeks ago: “Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much, but maybe this thing was a masterpiece til you tore it all up.” Two weeks ago: “I’ve been spending the last eight months...
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